You Fill in The Blanks...

The art of _____ requires alot of stamina.
When I am ______ I put in a great deal of effort to give it my all.
I show attention to detail when I am _____.
You have to, cause who wants someone who isn't multi-talented _____.
I know I wouldn't. 
Oh well, back to the drawing board. 
Oh and one more thing.
I am the best _____ in the Universe!!!

T-MACalicious1 ©

Walkin!

I felt like writing!
Pouring my heart out into words on this screen,
This brings me satisfaction. 

Why is existing so hard? 
Why do people put up with so much bullshit?
Well, it's everywhere! 
You just have to know how much and for how long,
You can tolerate it before giving up and walking away.

We all have dealt with our fair share, I'm sure.

But know this! 

When I am so low,
All cried out,
Have given you everything that I am,
That I can no longer tell who I am,
And you are not giving the same.
Will be the day,
I will simply say fuck it,
And walk/run away!

The song goes,

Know when to hold em'
Know when to fold em'
Know when to walk away
Know when to run!

That's when,
I'm out of here!

SICK is Good!

The texture of his Lips.

The pressure of his Kiss.

The pleasure of his _____.

Makes him sooooooooo SICK!!!

Tmac Baby

What Does NEVER Mean?

You said, that I really hurt you!
You said, "You wish we had NEVER met!"

NEVER means

All of the love, honor, trust, and committment,
The good and the bad times
The lessons learned from the mistakes
Would've NEVER been known.

It means the lives created
Would NEVER be.

I think of it as a holding pattern that I needed in order to become this WOMAN.
I think of it as time that was needed for me to find the right MAN.

Who am I to deny the path that I was put on.

You didn't love me on my level!
So now you can't be in my front row.

BE a REAL man, get them tears out of your eyes.
You are in the past,
This you must realize!

I won't look back
Only forward.

FUCK YOU!
GOODBYE!
LOL...

Tmac Baby

2nd Place?

LOL!!!2nd
Huh!
Shit
Nigga Please!I have to be 1st.
If I am not 1st.
Then I can't be with you.

KissesT-MACalicious1
The name says it all!
1

YOURS

YOURS!
I want to be the only woman YOU talk about.
That one woman YOU can't be without.
I want to be the one that makes YOU smile.
The only number YOU alwayz dial.
I'm the only woman YOU'LL desire.
The one that will push YOU higher.
I want to be the one that makes YOUR heart beat like crazy!
That one YOU tell EVERYONE,


"That's MY Lady!"



I threw it.
You catch it.
Now run with it.
GET IT?

 

T-Mac

 

Trust

TRUST
Trust that I Wont hurt you.
Trust me when I tell you, I love you!
Trust me to be here for you.
Can you put all of your Trust in me?
Trust Me.
I Trust You!

ME

I am multifaceted. 
Take the time to get to know me! 
I believe you and believe in you
The keys are yours
I will make you laugh
I am a serious writer/poet
I am brainy, quirky and silly
Peel back the layers! 
I can be serious, but playful
I will cook you a gourmet meal
I will simply cook for you
I always keep the house clean
I am in it to win it
I am a fighter (in a good way)
I will have your back at all times
I will care for you
I will tend to and care for our babies
I will push you to be your best
I will comfort you
I will sing to you
The surface has not yet been touched! 
My love for you is unconditional
That love is unique
I will continue to make the sweetest love to you
I have many talents in me
Take off my many hats
Then you may find the real T-MAC 
I am FAITHFUL and DEDICATED
I do not put up walls
I will not deny you
I am completely open and receptive of you
I will share all of me
Can and will you do the same?

T-MAC BABY ©

Aging!

The older I get
I am realizing
That I am like fine wine
I get better with age.

I am smarter
More open and receptive
And free to do as I please.

Sometimes, the words I speak
May be harsh
But everything else is
Soft and sweet.

There are so many buried treasures in me.
Come and unearth them all
You may very well enjoy
The taste of this fine wine.
© T-muthafuckn-MACalicious1
Get YOU sum!

For REAL!

You can tell me anything
It won't be repeated.
I will wrap my loving arms around you
And make you know you are needed.

The mother in me
Has looked in many eyes
I see the truth behind them.
I have seen wants, needs and desires!
I see inability, lack of confidence
I see the REAL YOU!
Believe me when I tell you
I won't throw it back at you.

I accept you the way you are.
Still I hold my hand out
For you to take hold of.
Together we can get VERY far.

I won't push you away
When I am your friend
I am your friend
Past my dying day.


I have been there before
And sometimes I teeter on the edge
Of all of these things.

Come, lets talk!
I am willing and capable of learning
Something from everyone I come across.

T-MACalicious1 ©

I only want YOU!

I only want you!

I have dreamed of you
All of my life!

Even more since we met!

I am not talking just about the sex.
We both know it’s beautiful!
But you give me so much more.
You have wonderful insight.
You understand my hopes and dreams.
You feel my pain.
Even through this screen.

Just when I give up hope,
You come to me full of assurance.
There can be no one else for me.
In you I have waited a lifetime!

I've said it before
I will say it again

For me, you are my destiny!
We were destined to

Become one.

I've waited in limbo
For you to grow and mature,
Becoming the man you are today.

Now that you are here

I hope that you will stay!

Come in; Let me slowly help you remove your shirt, pants and shoes!

LET ME MASSAGE YOUR SOUL!

I only want YOU!

© Another one by T-MACalicious1

Tranquility

Here I sit with my eyes open wide.
It's very beautiful outside.
I can bask in the glow of the sun upon my face.
I love being in this very place.
That special place where my soul is at peace.
Now I can forever breath deep.

© T-Mac

ALWAYZ INTO SOMETHIN'

Yeah, Ok.  I took a break from my writings to think and play up some of my addictions.  Now, I have something to say...

Wanna hear it, HERE IT GOES!

I am sick and tired of people who make assumptions of me.  I LOVE MY LIFE THE WAY IT IS. 

I consider myself BLESSED.

I can honestly hold my head high and face the world with NO regrets. 

All of my children are happy and healthy.  I am happy and healthy.  I can get up everyday, take care of them and do the things that I want and need to do without difficulty.  They are my reasons for BEING! 

IF I'M NOT INTO NOTHING, I DON'T FEEL RIGHT!!!!  I am a woman in motion.  I don't stop and I am willing to do damn near every and anything.  I am ALWAYZ INTO SOMETHIN'!


Click the video below!

Bitch-ass!  I am not in competition with anyone.  I do what I do.

Everyone is different,  I can NOT be compared to ANYONE.  Sure I have faults, but who doesn't.

I am very family oriented:  Family is 1st.  I love to have family gatherings at my house several times a month.  Hey, it helps keep everyone in touch...And we act a muthafukn fool with our clownings. 

My father showed me the REAL DEAL not long ago.  (Here I was, thinking I had the monopoly on CRAZY, DERANGED)

SHIT, my dad showed his royal ass...  LOL.  NIGGGGGGGAAAAA, what it do?



I have a very specific passion:  PEOPLE
I love to take care of people, whether they are in need of medical assistance, food, shelter or any type of help.  I will be there with an ear to bend and/or a hand.  I will go out of my way for them.  I will sit and listen to their problems and/or concerns and not judge them.  If I see someone hungry, I want to feed them.  I can't help it, it's just the way I am.

Different people have different paths in life and this is mine.  Like I said, I am NOT to be COMPARED.  There is no comparison.

Some of you fuckuz are NOT even worth the gum on the bottom of my shoe, but since my name taste SO GOOD in your mouth.  CHEW ON IT...


CAN YOU STAND THE RAIN?  
I AM MORE COMPLEX THAN YOU CAN BEGIN TO KNOW!


GET U SUM!

RIGHT NOW, I AM INTO SOMETHIN'...

Then another one by© T-Muthafukn-MACalicious1

SELFISH!?!?!?!?!?!?

You can't blame me for being SELFISH sometimes.

I am SELFISH like this.

LIMELIGHT:  I don't like to share it.  Hell, call it a character flaw.  Shit, call me an attention hog.  I don't give a PHLYING PHUCK. 

Extra STINGY when it comes to:

My MAN, if and when I have one, HE WON'T BE SHARED!   Been there, done that.  This is where it gets UGLY.  I have been known to CUT A LITTLE RUG about that shit.  If you catch my drift. 

HEY, I will give my clothes, food, love and my life.  My MAN, I flat out refuse to share.  I will fight to keep HIM, but I won't fight over HIM.

I will let YOU go!  GET ON, LIKE YOU'VE BEEN SHIT ON..

I am gonna be ME!  Everyday, all day. 

Have it your way, because I will have it mine.  I PROMISE!

SELFISHLY YOURS!

© By T-MACalicious1!

This is More Than Some Trust, Honor and Commitment

Chillin in my zone
With my head tipped back. 
Double takin my notes
You can't know T-MAC.

Never one to treat anyone so cold
But you pulled that psycho babble shit
You knew that shit was bold.

So, I let you play this game
It was extremely fun
But right now I'm thinking
This fool trying to pull one.

So let me tell you
Somethings on my mind
You should probably take heed
The very first and only time.

TRUST in what I tell you
There is evil inside
You can't fuck me over
You'll have nowhere to hide
I already have HONOR
But have gained more
By being COMMITTED 
For accomplishing goals
My hands have touched lots
Of shit, which nobody knows.


So TRUST that T-MAC
Has made a COMMITMENT
That I will HONOR.
My friend
I will see it all thru
To THE very END!

I don't want to violate 
This relationship
But you will be the one
Bending over when I'm done
FUCKIN you Bitch.

Hey Love, let the games begin!

The GO-GETTER IN ME IS SUCCESSFUL!

I am T-MAC, there can only be ONE!

I'm DONE!



And then Another one by
© T-MUTHAFUKN-MACalicious1!

GIVING...

I GAVE in to your love!

I have GIVEN you my all.
You've not GAVE at all!

I have GIVEN my
Time
Effort

Mind

Body
Love
Respect
Heart

I have GIVEN all of these things,
Right from the very start!

GIVING is something I do naturally,

Of course I want you to GIVE back to me!

GIVING up is something I hate to do.
Yet, I think I have to GIVE up on you!

Don't let this shit go to your head.

©Another Cold Demonstration

by

T-Muthafukn-MACalicious1!

Get YOU Sum!

I Got Ya Pegged!

Man, are ya takin more Dick up the ASS than me?

I think ya are.
I see ya.
I can hear a change in ya voice.
I think ya better pray on it.
If ya gay, quit tryin to fake the funk
Cum on out of the closet
Even if ya have to live like a monk.
Hell, I don't know what to tell ya
But I know youse a punk.
Now you can run and tell that.

Another Cold One
by
T-MACalicious1.

What's Your Aim?

Aw, snookums!

Did you think you had the monopoly on GAME?

Never will I bow down to your so called "Bitch-assed FAME!"

Get a REAL grip, Your life will never be the SAME.

I am the one that will leave your IGNORANT ass looking LAME.

You'd better up YOUR Game.

I will keep you TAME!

YOU WILL NEVER FORGET THE TASTE OF MY NAME!

Silly rabbit, TRICKS ARE FOR KIDS.
You better find you sum kids to play with!


I AM T-MUTHAFUKN-MACalicious!

GET YOU SUM.......

Some Complicated Verbal Assault

Often IMITATED
Not DUPLICATED
Never INFILTRATED

Constantly UPGRADED

I do things that are CALCULATED

The situation has been ANALYZED

So you should be well ADVISED

I have already ADAPTED

This shit was FORECASTED

I have clearly DEMONSTRATED

That I can keep your mind STIMULATED

So never should I be UNDER-ESTIMATED

CHECK DEM VERBS!

IsThisGettinThru?

GETUSUM

T-MUTHAFUKN-MACalicious2

The REASONs why I DON'T, WON'T, CAN'T and AIN'T sharing!

REASONs.

SOME PEOPLE ARE OUT HERE HANDING OUT THEIR GOODS TO ANY AND EVERYBODY!





"That dudes dick was SO GOOD and CLEAN!"

Yea Right!  CHECK IT!

He just pulled his dick out of some SICK PUSSY
With GREEN SLIME inside.


There are too many slick ass niggas and bitches with DISEASES!


They be fucking with some of the SLEAZIEST

Hoes that they can stick their dicks and tongues in. 

"That girl look SO GOOD and CLEAN."

Don't you know that ho just got off her back and knees from the last

Disease carrying FUCK MACHINE.







If YOU are LICKIN, SUCKIN, and FUCKIN this one and that one too,  that means
YOU are LICKIN, SUCKIN, and FUCKIN ALL who CAME in or on it before YOU!

Pussies burnin, itchy and puss-y, with a

Foul ass odor coming from it.

Dick swollen up with that thick crusty shit

Drippin and leaking out of it.




DAMN!
He heard the PUSSY was FLAME.  He didn't know they meant LITERALLY!


KEEP THAT SHIT!

So for all you SICK DICK NIGGAS,
KILLA PUSSY ASS HOES,
DISEASED PUSSY STICKIN AND LICKIN,
SICK DICK SUCKIN AND FUCKIN

JUST CAME STRAIGHT FROM THE BOARD OF HEALTH CLINIC TRICKS.
ESPECIALLY THOSE REPEAT OFFENDERS!
YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE...




 



GENTLEMEN & LADIES be CHOOSY!  GO GET TESTED!

PLEASE WEAR A CONDOM!

IF NOTHING ELSE, CHERISH YOUR OWN LIFE.



The REASONs why I DON'T, WON'T, CAN'T and AIN'T sharing!

A PSA from oh yes,  THE DEVIOUS1 - TMACALICIOUS1!
UGETsNONE!

Words

I hear every word that you are saying to me.
I see all of of the messages that you leave me.
But the words that matter to me the most,
Comes from the ONLY man that I love.

For the words that are spoken from his luscious lips
Makes me hot in all the right places.
The words that he writes to me
Takes me to other places.

So, I hear and see you, but unless they are coming from HIM
They are in fact, just MEANINGLESS WORDS.


T-MACalicious1!

Would YOU?

Would you lie to me?

Would you abuse me?

Would you cheat on me?

Would you use me?

Would you give me all of you?

Would you show me the world?

Would you take care of me?

Would you make me your only girl?

Would you take the time to express yourself to me?

Would you take me to all the places you want to see?

Would you stand by my side through thick and thin?

Will you let me love you to the end?

Will you have faith in me, like I have faith in you?

Would you let me show you that my strength has been tried and it's true?

Would you do all the things I want you to do?

Do only the things to me, that you want done to you!



FEELING FABULOUS
T-MACalicious1

Elevate The Game

CONTROL THE MARKET!
Rush in and put all heads to bed.
Walk out, slide into my ride.
Umm, I think I will take a day at the spa.
Let them relax my head!

Come out with my back straight, head held high, standing tall.
Feeling fresh to def.  Got toes, nails and hair all done.
Looking and smelling like a MILLION BUCKS.
I have these sexy ass black heels on.
New fit that just kisses all of my curves.
Always succeeding!
Always on top!
Call me what you want.
I won't be stopped.

I am educated, strong and my priorities are on track!
I got money in the bank!
I'm INDEPENDENT.
Got hella personality and I'm very dependable!
When I say I am gonna do something:  IT'S ALWAYS DONE, and on time!
Don't mistake my kindness for a Weakness.
I will KEEP RISING TO THE TOP!
So give it all you got.
T-MAC don't half step!
The complexities run deep!

I am on a mission of CONTROLLING THE MARKET IN ORDER TO ELEVATE THE GAME!!!

GET YA WEIGHT UP!

Tmac

DEVASTATION! The Tale...

This is the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth, SO HELP ME GOD!

The last few of nights, I have tossed and turned. 

Never in my wildest dreams did I ever imagine my life turning completely upside down.

He came into my life and made me feel like A QUEEN!  HE WAS MY ABSOLUTE DREAM!

He is beautiful, I can’t lie!  I love him still with everything I have inside!  Never was he denied!  He honestly made me HAPPY!  

I accepted him just the way he was!  There was nothing that he had to change in order for us to be together.  I told him, he would always be respected and appreciated and that no matter what, I will love and continue to love him regardless of credit, status or the past.  He knew that I would never use, abuse, mistreat or make him feel unwanted or unneeded!  He would always be treated like the KING he was.  He knew that whatever concerns or obstacles that lay ahead, we would work together to repair or go around them.  We would elevate each other!  I never lied to HIM!

I'm here for you with open arms, mind and heart.  He has the keys to it all and more!  I got you, it’s done, I've already taken care of that.  Everything you want and need is right here waiting on you and if it isn't we will go and get it!

He caressed my spirit, my body, my soul, my mind.   

That nigga straight up stole my heart and I was a willing participant, right from the very start!

Just the touch of his hands on my skin sends shivers throughout my entire body!  His luscious lips made me his!  Making love to him was completely an Earth shattering experience.   

SHIT, I can cum on myself right now, from the sound of his voice. 

He was demanding of me.  He was forceful when times warranted it.  He was gentle when it mattered most. 

I would walk through the proverbial HELL with a GASOLINE THONG on and then back, all for this one man.  FIRE!!!

Shit, I know LOVE isn’t everything, but like I always say, it is a wonderful foundation on which a WONDERFUL LIFE can be built upon!

I meant every word!

I GET MY HEAD BUSTED!

I don’t feel like I know anything! 

Guilty said it best:  “PAIN is nothing but WEAKNESS leaving the body.  LOVE is just a FEELING, you'll get over it.”

Well damnit, I am in so much fucking PAIN, that it’s pathetic.  Sure I know all about time, but it still hurts the same!

Shit, I have been told, “Don’t love so hard!”  But, how can you truly love someone, if you don’t give them your complete, unconditional love?

Although I try not to let anything break me, I think this shit has me fucked me up worse than that 20 year SOLITUDE CONFINEMENT I was in!  Matter of fact, this is worse than anything I have ever experienced.  and BABY, T-MAC has been through a lot.

When I leave my house, I will have a smile plastered on my face.  No one will see or know my pain is there.  I am good at acting HAPPY, when I have to!

I hate to wear my heart on my sleeve.  I hate to let anyone see me sweat.

BUT FUCK IT!  THIS IS ME! These words help me to express this mental and physical anguish that I feel.

And I know that NO ONE can judge me.

I will immerse myself in my work.  I don’t want to say too much!

Shit, IDK!

Anyways, I am done for now!

Still T-MAC!

Have You or Would You Ever?

Have you ever been so in love with someone that you knew at the drop of a hat, you would leave the person you were with to be with that other person?

Shit, Have you ever contemplated picking up and moving out of town in the guise of LOVE?

Have you ever sat around and waited for someone to get their life right so the two you could be together?

How long are you willing to wait on them?

Would you ever have a friend on the side waiting just in case the person you are with decides they don't want to act right?

Have you ever NEGLECTED the one you so-called loved for your own personal happiness and gain.

Have you ever abuse a boyfriend/girlfriend (verbally & physically) and they enjoyed it, so you got used to dishing it out?

Then one day they looked at you through different eyes and told you that they are leaving you!

Have you ever up and moved out of your home while your significant other was gone to work?

MEN:  Could you ever tolerate having the woman you love, loving someone else completely, but still come home to you every night?

Would you ever stand for someone lying to you about their life, when you gave them ample opportunity to come correct, but they chose not to? 

            Then when you find out all of their secrets, they want you to sit there and listen to them explain!  BULL-FUCKIN-SHIT!

            Could you find it in your heart to see things from their perspective and except them flaws, lies and all?

Have you ever given your all to someone who gives you nothing in return? 
Not that you ask for anything, but don't you deserve at least the sentiment or acknowledgment?


How long did you tolerate that situation?

Is it really better to have love and lost, than to never have loved at all?

Have you ever had someone put GOD all up in your relationship to find that GOD really meant nothing to them because they were still lying their asses off?


HAVE YOU EVER CONSIDERED ANYONE ELSE'S FEELINGS, BESIDE YOUR OWN?



Why do we put up with so much bullshit in the name of love? 

Can someone answer that for me?

T-Macalicious Too!

MINE

The mind is a terrible thing to waste.

I will achieve all of my goals.

No one or nothing will be allowed to stop what GOD has put forth.

Everyday I am on a mission of enlightenment.

I have finally figured out what it is I want in life.

Therefore, I will succeed.

GOD said, lay claim to it and it will be yours!

I claimed it, so I know it is mine!

If you didn't know by now

I am THE GREAT

T-MACalicious1!

Change

A CHANGE IN LIFE CAN BRING GOOD THINGS!

A WARMTH THAT WILL ENVELOP THE ENTIRE BEING.

I DESIRE THE GOOD THINGS.

THE PAIN AND PLEASURE OF MY LOVER PUNISHING ME.

LET THAT LIQUID LOVE FLOW!

T-MACalicious1

Handle it, TOUCH IT, rub it, lick it, stick it, slap it and GRAB IT

My toes.
My feet.
My ankles.
My calves.
My knees.
My thighs.
My pu___, you know! LOL!
My ass.
My back.
My stomach.
My breasts and nipples.
My fingers.
My arms.
My shoulders.
My neck.
My face.
My lips.
My ears.
My hair, not only can it be touched, but it must be grabbed roughly.

Handle it, TOUCH IT, rub it, lick it, stick it, slap it and GRAB IT.
Cause I gotta have it...

I can't get enough!

Another Cold Demonstration from
T-Mac

I Am Busy Getting and Giving Some Head!

I need the feeling of the heartbeat and heat of my man taking me to the pinnacle of release and satisfaction!

That beautiful feeling of his and my body intertwined.

The taste of his lips and tongue on mine.

The pleasure of his hips on grind.

The sensual feeling of our hands touching each other’s erogenous zones.
My nipples he teases, then on to my thighs he squeezes.

DAMN, AINT THAT THE SHIT WE SHOULD BE ON!

The feel of his lips on my thighs.

When he finds his liquid treasure inside.

When he puts his tongue in this pussy, he makes himself at home.

He stays for a while and gives me the feeling of being GONE.

The inside of my body is smiling while screaming.

That sucking feeling has me streaming.

Taking turns to ensure that no one is deprived.

Again our lips meet, our tongues collide.

I can taste all the sweetness inside.
Keeping my hands busy touching your STRONG BODY here and there.

My tongue on your handsome neck.

DAMN, you are fine as heck!
On to your nipples where I will give you pleasurable bites.

Down to your navel where my tongue dips inside.

Whew!

Teasing the head and gently playing with your balls with my fingertips.

I can’t wait to wrap my lips all around your dick!

First I will suck it real slow, cause I never want to let you go.

Then I will go more at a pace that's fast.

By now you know I am needing to feel your dick in my ass.

DAMN, I am outta here because

I AM BUSY GETTING and GIVING SOME HEAD!!!

GET YOU SUM!

This is brought to you by
T-muthafuckn-MACalicious1

Da Truth.

You can take it how you want, But this is the TRUTH!

I have never been one to start shit
But I will end it.
If you are not here to enhance my life
You don't belong in it.
I have always done what was right
For my family.
I don't need nobody to lie for
Or lie on me.

I have withstood the test of time
Like many women have
With the weight of the world
On my shoulders.
Don't enter my world
With your bullshitting ways
Thinking I am some PUSHOVER!

If you don't want to hear my mouth
Or hear me complaining.
Don't piss down my back
Then tell me it's raining.

No one can be me!
Nobody will do what I do!
NO ONE can judge me!
I won't judge you!

T-Mac Baby

Forced to Fall Back!

FORCED:

How do I believe if I don't believe in you?

Why did you keep feedin me bullshit that was not true?

There were so many questions in my mind

But you chose to leave me totally blind.

I didn’t wanna deal with hurt and remorse

But I see clearly now, it’s my hand that was being forced.

TO FALL:

In a relationship I’m giving my all.

So when I see that you were not

I knew we’d soon fall.

Always alone to ponder my thoughts, feelings, my hopes

I’m the one removing air from your float.

Now your ass can drown all alone.

There is a new man sittin on this Throne.

You find all this out and NOW you wanna to come home.

I should have known!

BACK:

And to think you had the nerve to tell me

“You were working your way back to me!”

Honey please.

Never will I take your ass back, keep crying

Cause now, it’s you that I am denying!

Here comes the true test.

On a day you feel your best.

You'll think that I'll let you come and put in work!

Who knew your scandalous ways would leave YOU

The only one hurt.

I’m the woman you should have kept it real with.

Now, it’s YOU I can’t deal with.

Now my new man can come and soak up the shade.

He will have it completely made.

Good lovin, strong woman by his side and head that is fire.

Shit, whatever my man wants or needs, he shall receive his every desire.

I am no longer takin any shorts.

All I got for you now is

A lot of Verbal Retort!

You Got That?

YOU are being

FORCED TO FALL BACK!!!

T-Mac Baby